Indeed, it is only in my dreams, and it broke my heart to wake up. The dream started out a little scary, but it became quite lovely.
I don't remember all the details, but these two adorable little kids - a little girl about 3 and her big brother of 4 or 5 - needed help. Their parents had left them and someone was out to get them, so they were on the run - and I helped them escape. This part of the dream must have been quite stressful because Ar says that my sleep-antics woke him up. Apparently I was pretty riled up. He woke me up because I was acting frightened, but I went right back into the dream. In the end, the little girl told me she loves me and that they want me to be their mom. I told her I would love that! Ar wasn't seen in the dream, but I knew that he would love them as much as I did. After that, I asked my boss to write me a letter that would allow Ar and me to be the kids' parents... She didn't want to at first, because she thought I'd quit my job if I had kids, but finally she agreed. In the end, the little girl was hugging me on the front porch of the house that I grew up in.
Then I woke up and ohhhhh - how I wanted to fall back into that dream, but it was over; I was awake and there was no going back.
Besides, this is real life and all there is is forward.
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